Bullimia!! My Symtoms Are Killing Me. Read And Help Me Please!!?
Saturday
Nov 21, 2009
i had bullimia about three years back, last year it got really bad too, i dont have it now though…
anyway
ive developed a problem that is undiagnosable, all the heart monitors and brain scans in the world couldnt help. i think i may have an iddea..
this is what happens to me
DO ANY OF YOU HAVE THE SAME!!?
i get really dizzy and everything goes black, then ill fall on my face(nearly broke my nose once, and nearly died in the shower) or fall back onto the bed or chair (ehwerever i am) and my eyes will roll back and i will not be able to hear anything really… then i start to shake sort of like a seizure… HOWEVER…
after dealing with this for like two years, whewre it got to the point of it occuring up to 15 times a day, then i decided to video myself.
i thought i was shaking uncontrollably, like a serizure, but in the video i was laying still and starring into space, and like holding my head and saying”aww”
i dont understand it, but i know bullimia can cause heart problems, brain problems and seiuzures. the only thing i know for sure is that they arent seizures.
its like a blackout. but i dont fall unconcious.
they can last for up to 5 seconds to 30 seconds, i just lay there and its like my brain shuts down. i sometimes dont remmeber what i did before it, or what happened during it, like one time i got up and walked over across the room ,and couldnt figure out how. once i fell on my exercise bike, bruising and swelling my neck and i couldnt remmeber how i fell on it like that…
PLEASE the doctors cant help me, sometimes when i strewtch this happends too. what is wrong and do any of you suffer this?
it makes me feel so relaxed and calmed once its over, i googled it once and someone compared it to being ‘possesed by the deil’ which is crazy lol
anway thanks for listaning, i realy am scardd im going to have a heart attack because my heart puplitates so fast during and after the blackout, and sometimes my brain thuds in pain.
THANKS!!